A.M.I.S.T.A

http://hawtnez.blogspot.com/2007/09/my-pledge-of-loyalty.html

yup, i found it..mutual affection. well ..you be the judge
Slinky slinky its fun and a wonderful toy
Slinky slinky its fun for a girl and a boy

Marek adik aku kawin..oklah juak. Antara biggest gathering of family.. tapi about half jak jemputan yg dtg. tapi ramelah juak..lam 800-900 org.. makan gik ada lebih. terpaksa berbagik . Sidak Bintulu , Sibu, Brunei , Limbang, suma turun..Nang meriahlah..kelak engkah gambar..

YEs, finally. something new to add. Hari Raya in Kuching is like any raya in kuching. Sama jak. Except ur getting older and things start to get you know.. boring. No duit raya, too much food, crappy headaches and stuff. Back in kuching, I didnt really go out much. To tell you the truth I got lost driving in Kuching.. Aha..bodoh..

Had fun meeting up with old friends.. Catch up with old times..the usual stuff.. What are you up too.. bila mok kawen(wen are u getting married)..ne gerek ko nih?(wheres ur girlfriend) ..ko kerja siney(where do you work now?)..Ya Rabbi! ko dah beranak?(omigod , you got kids?) ko diam siney kinek tok?(where do you live now) ..I dunno.. What about you? balabblablablabla…shiit

Minum, minum. makan lagik kueh ya.. sekalor.. eh tuija ..menarkah..

Its been fun, unfortunately work awaits me. I got 7 hours to go till my flight.. See yous in KL.. cincau

p/s its hazy and raining heavily now

Ah yes, the bbq at putrajaya. Money well spent on friends and family. Fireworks and all. Somehow, it just doesnt seem enough to please some people. I tried my best. I mean, we actually managed to gather a bunch of friends together and if I may say so, had a great time. I myself, did have a good time. Seeing old friends and making new ones in the process. Then it rained. However, all was good..for the time being.

Formality was introduced into this worldas an orphan. He had no friends and family. All he had was Pride. Pride was born in a rich family. Arrogant as he is, Pride was living proof of success. Everyone knew him. Everyone either loved or loved pride. As for Formality, he was different. Abused in his youth and sexually assulted by horny bitches in heat, Formality grew into a strict and stubborn fellow. Every one hated him. Except for Pride. Pride needed Formality. He was what that keeps Pride alive. Without Formality, Pride could not exist. Formality completes Pride. Pride is rendered useless without Formality.

The moral of the story is, where would pride be without fomality? What use is he if he doesnt have the basis of being excepted. Formality on the other hand is the winner. The one who completes the uncompleted. But the question remains, Will Formality survive without Pride??

"Fuck Pride" - Marcelus Wallace to Butch-Pulp Fiction

"Of all the things I’ve lost, I miss my mind the most" Ozzy Osbourne of Black Sabbath

What a great crazy old man. I wish I was him. Crazy and filthy rich. I’d eat bats anytime I want, run and hunt rabbits in the forest naked for weeks and still dont give a S#!t about anyone or anything. Alas, reality check. I’m in a computer lab at college feeling lost and nowhere to go except home. Assignments pilling up. Dreadfull feeings of depression begins to seep under my fatty skin, rotting me from inside of the man in me.. Atleast thats how I feel..

Forgive me if I have offended. I’m not quite myself. So please , just shoot me..and let me die in peace..

Thank you and good nite..

Lawrence Bittaker & Roy Norris:

He signs his prison fan mail "Pliers." His psychiatrist saw what he was: "a highly dangerous man, with no internal controls over his impulses, a man who could kill without hesitation or remorse." When he was released from prison, Bittaker told a cellmate that someday he planned to be "bigger than Manson." Along with prison-buddy psychopath Roy Norris, Bittaker constructed a van called the Murder Mack and collected pretty teenage girls to rape, torture and kill in the San Gabriel Mountains. In the isolated mountain areas, they went to work on their young victims with vice-grip pliers, urging them to scream into their tape recorder before they snuffed out their voices forever. Yes, he’s on death row in California a condition that stretches into decades playing cards with other serial killers, filling frivolous lawsuits against the state and selling his fingernail clippings to murder groupies.

You just stood there screaming
fearing no one was listening to you
they say the empty can rattles the most
the sound of your voice must soothe you

hearing only what you want to hear
and knowing only what you’ve heard
you you’re smothered in tragedy
you’re out to save the world

Misery
you insist that the weight of the world
should be on your shoulders
misery
there’s much more to life than what you see
my friend of misery

you still stood there screaming
no one caring about these words you tell
my friend before your voice is gone
one man’s fun is another’s hell
these times are sent to try men’s souls
but something’s wrong with all you see
you you’ll take it on all yourself
remember, misery loves company

you just stood there screaming
my friend of misery

-Metallica- Black Album

I’ve gotten better, My fever went down..no more coughing..so long sneezing..HelI, I feel great… Not!! I’m currently suffering from otitis..A mild ear infection..I cant hear on my left side..So If you see me, dont get offended if I ‘tak/sik tegur’ . I’m also suffering from sleep deprivation..insomnia..Its 5.21am in the morning and I’m wide awake!! I need my sleep.(side effects of Coke,cigarettes and Kopi Tongkat Ali)

Sleeeep sleeep..Oh yeah..I’ve jst started Marketing class..I’d rather study on my own..The lecture is utterly useless..We covered two chapters in 20 minutes..b pegi camping..rindu..

Misery loves company, as pain leads to pleasure..Missing a loved one..down a pill to make me sleep..finally resting in a brief yet eternal slumber…tah papa

Hey, I met a few old friends, Harry,Ann n Zorro..lamak sik jumpa..joli sik ingat dunia..Aku amik gambar lamak lam album Hary(hope you dont mind)..great times..

-Bloody bugger-

(Damien Rice - the blowers daughter)

Aztec Human Stew

Recipe Ingredients

• 6 bell peppers, red or yellow
• 8 ripe tomatoes
• 2 carrots
• 1 pound Human Flesh Classic Strips
• 2 tablespoons vegetable oil
• 2 cups beef stock

Note: in season you may find squash blossoms at your local greengrocer, but beware: these delicate leaves wilt quickly. Remove the stem if it seems tough, and don’t forget to inspect for insects. If you cannot find squash blossoms, substitute edible flower pedals.

Preparation Instructions

• Chop the bell peppers into pieces.
• Pulp the tomatoes into a mash.
• Cut the carrots into ½ inch slices.
• Lightly oil and roll in corn meal 1 pound human meat cut into small pieces.
• Heat over medium heat in skillet 2 tablespoons vegetable oil.
• Sauté the human meat over medium heat 2 minutes.
• Heat to a boil 2 quarts water, and reduce heat to medium low.
• Add in all ingredients the beef stock.
• Simmer and cook in a covered pot for 45 minutes.
• Add squash blossoms (or flower pedals, as available) as garnish.

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